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Thursday, January 26, 2006

WHAT DID I DO?

 

FEELIN’ ALL ALONE IN THIS WORLD.
I REALLY DON’T KNOW VERY MANY GIRLS.

FEELIN’ SO DEPRESSED.
BUT IT’S NOTHING I CAN’T REGRET.

I LIVE MY LIFE AS A LONER
BECAUSE NO ONE  HARDLY MAKES AN EFFORT TO GET TO KNOW ME.

MY DAD ALWAYS TELLS ME LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT.
IT’S KIND OF HARD WITH NO ONE AROUND!
MY DAD JUST DON’T KNOW HALF OF IT.
HE NEVER WILL.

MY PAST SCREWED ME FOR LIFE.
AND MY LIFE SCREWED ME TO THIS DAY.
IT SEEM LIKE HARDLY ANYONE WANNA BE COOL WITH ME.
I FEEL LIKE I’M PAYIN’ THE PRICE FOR SUMTHIN’ I DID WRONG.

WHAT DID I DO?
AIN’T GOT A CLUE.

WHAT DID I DO TO MAKE PEOPLE HATE ON ME SO MUCH?
AIN’T GOT A CLUE.

THEY SEE ME AND JUST WALK ON BY!
WHAT DID I DO?

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

I GOT A GIRL

 

I got a girl
so I need to start to talk
I got a girl
that I would call,
but the first time I did
her father scared me off
I love a girl
her name is   
she's my
and I'm the worst 'cause I'm too shy
when I'm behind her I don't wrap my arms around her
and I want to.
When I'm next to her I don't put my hand
to where she can hold it, unless she wants to
even though I want to try.
I don't instigate kisses
because I never know if she wants to kiss me then!
I never instigate conversation with her
because people say I talk about stupid things!
I love her!
I think I should become a better lover!

LONER’S WORLD

 

Always miserable
Always depressed
Always anti-social
Everyone makes you miserable

They say things that are interpreted to be mean

Rather be alone
Don’t like nobody hardly
Been this way my whole life

Valentine’s day one day I can’t stand
Feel like I never amount to anything

Last Weeks of School

Three years at this school!
I spent three years at this school!
I feel such a fool!
But at least not everybody treats me cruel!
They are so cool, they rule!
They boosted up my personality a little,
But I still am in the middle!
I guess that's ok,
I know where I'll be
Spending my days.
I'm glad I'll be getting paid.
Did I make the grade?
Four more weeks
And then, do I earn my keep?
I'll be able to get lots of sleep,
I feel free!!
Assholes, let me be.
I need a date,
So girls, I'm the bait!

I KNOW A GIRL

 

I know a girl in my life,
her name is          .
She actually likes me,
I heard the birds and the bees.
She had to go
and I love her so.
We had to go.
At first I had fear
but I can't wait till next year!
She's the girl in my dreams
and the first one to like me.
I love her so!
I just got hit with Cupid's bow.
I'll find out where she lives,
and then I can't wait till Valentine's Day
so I can say, "She's my babe."
      can make me soar
up in the sky.
I love her so.

I HATE SCHOOL (HOW UNFAIR)

 

I hate school!
It treats me so cruel!
No one likes me there!
It's so unfair!
I hate school!
They make me feel like a fool,
How cruel!
I hate school!
Couped up in a rat house!
I hate school!
They're the true fools!
I did nothing wrong!
How unfair!
I feel so bare!
I used to feel so grand,
But now I don't want to see the school land!
They make me look like a trouble maker!
What a bunch of fakers,
Turn on your thinkers!
I feel like I'm in prison!
I wouldn't be surprised if they find me missin',
The way I feel, I'd rather be ditchin'
'Cause they don't listen!
Oh, I hate school!

Sunday, December 25, 2005

WHY CAN’T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG?

Why is it that people just feel they have to be so hateful because they can’t stand somebody? I don’t get it. I’ve always tried to be nice to everyone, but others don’t try. Some people will just look at what other people do and because they wouldn’t do such a thing they’d hate them for it.

My wife and I have been together since March of 2004. A month or so after we started dating, My mom and her mom first met. Well, I was actually hoping my mom and my wife’s mom could be friends. But for some reason, a month or so later my mom decided she didn’t like my wife’s mother. No one really knows why but it is just upsetting everybody. Because of it my mom has told me to choose between my wife or my parents! So if I choose my wife (whom I love very much) my mom doesn’t really want to have anything to do with me. She claims she doesn’t want anything to do with my mother-in-law because she “knows her kind” – stating that her mom was that way! My wife was never bounced around in foster care, and even though my mother-in-law partied a lot in her younger days my wife and her siblings always had food on the table, and they were always cared for by her mom. I also don’t really think my wife was ever ripped off by her mom. My mom, however, growing up was bounced around in foster care, and her mom partied a lot and ripped her kids off.

My mother-in-law may not be the smartest person in the world, and she’ll be the first one to admit that she has done some dumb things in her life but she’s only human! No one is perfect. She may have got a credit card for my wife last year without my wife’s permission, which is actually illegal, but it was gotten for good intentions. When my mom caught wind of it all hell breaks loose and my mom says that is wrong! A month ago somebody tried to get a cell phone and a walmart credit card in my dad’s name. My parents immediately point the finger at my mother-in-law all because they can’t stand her and a phone book shows up at our house with my dad’s name on it. How can my mother-in-law get anything in my dad’s name when we don’t have any of my dad’s information over here, and what info we do have we weren’t even aware of until he told us after his info was stolen. His social security number is on my savings bonds. Those are in my wife’s lock box. That lock box you can’t break into, and there’s only one key to it and my wife has it. That lock box was lost under everything in a closet since we moved in back in august. My mother-in-law has carpal tunnel, bone diseases, is going blind, among other things, and she’s also computer illiterate. Do you think that she could actually find my wife’s lock box in the closet, jar it open for those savings bonds (not even knowing they were in there and had my dad’s social # on it?) and placed it back in the closet and not leave any marks on the box that showed it was tampered with? It is logically and physically impossible. In the words of my father-in-law, “Wow, she’s good!” When my wife told my mom all this she started accusing my wife, her mom (still), and her step-dad, and a friend of her mom’s! A friend of her’s that has never stepped foot in our house! Even though I didn’t do it, for all my mom knows I could’ve stolen my dad’s information, but she didn’t even try accusing me. Just people my wife knew.

We don’t know who did it. All that we do know is that my mother-in-law, nor my wife or anyone else accused didn’t do it. But my mom has no intentions on apologizing for the accusations until she finds out the truth. But she’ll never hear the truth from us because she is so stuck up in her ways. Once she believes in something you can’t talk her out of it. My mom has cost my wife her job so now my wife is looking for a new one, but it is hard finding jobs in small towns where you can make decent money that can pay the bills. And even though my mother-in-law has helped us out also my parents are trying to manipulate me to believe that my mother-in-law did nothing for us and my parents are the only ones who have. You can’t manipulate me when I know differently. My mother-in-law helped get us groceries, get our heat turned on, she even gave me a ride to work sometimes. My parents may have done more by getting a car for us, washer/dryer for us, helping us with deposit and 1st month’s rent for our first apartment, and helping us move. Both my parents and my in-laws have done an equal amount of helping my wife and I out when we need it.

So why can’t my parents just get along with my mother-in-law? She isn’t all that bad of a person. I may not like the idea of her staying with us at the moment but it is only temporary. Until her and her husband find a place. In the meantime she is here to help us pay the bills, and so my wife can take of her. So my mom should just quit her whining and bitching and accusations for my wife’s and mine sake!

Saturday, November 12, 2005

TAKE US OUT OF THAT SILLY WAR

 

Mr. President, why don’t you listen to me
All it’ll cost you is for free
I wish you could see what the American public sees.
Mr. President, why can’t you please take us out of that silly war.

MESSAGE TO MY PARENTS

 

Hey, dad look at me,
I know you’ll never see, I’ll never be who you want me to be
I’ll never be what you want me to be, but I’m happy
Well, at least I try to be

I can’t be perfect, can’t nobody can
I wish you could be proud of me, man
But I still love you, dad.

I love you, but I wanna be free
Free from the fussing and fighting at me
Please let me be free
I can’t take it.  I wanna be free.

Your Love - lyrics

This is a song I wrote when I was with my ex-wife. Enjoy.

 

YOUR LOVE

Your love is for free
Your love is all I believe
Your love is all I wanna see
Your love is all I wanna be
Your love comes for cheap
My Dane’le, you are special to me


Your love, your love
Your love, your love
Your love, your love
Your love, your love


By land, or by sea
Always together we will be
Your love makes me feel free
As the wind blows, I feel a good breeze
Everyone else can just let me be
Cause your love is all I need


Your love, your love
Your love, your love
Your love, your love
Your love, your love

Thursday, September 1, 2005

THE POOR MAN’S POVERTY BLUES

 


Gas prices going up,
It gets me so fed up!
This war in Iraq,
What’s up with that?
Mr. President, listen to the poor man
Because we are not your fans!

You are so insane,
You can’t even hear our pain!
You are so lame,
You can’t even feel our pain!

The war on terror I agree with,
But I’m pissed!
What does Iraq got to do with it?
It’s not our war, just like ‘Nam!
Mr. President, you are such a con!

I work, but all my money goes to a big fat jerk!
Every day I just keep getting poorer and poorer!
My wife and I?
We sufferin’ financially!
Why won’t you hear our plea?
We are living in Poor Man’s Poverty!

Friday, May 20, 2005

I AM A PREP

I am a prep
I am a threat to this world
I am a prep
It’s all about my ego
I am a prep

I like to make fun of others for how they are
I am a prep
I only care about myself
I am a prep
I’m very selfish
I am a prep

I am big, and think I’m all dat
I am a prep
I tell others that they’re slow when they may be faster than I
I am a prep
I hate others that aren’t like me
I am a prep

Why am I like this?
I am a prep
Why do I always feel like I should diss?
I am a prep
Why am I so mean?
I am a prep
Why are there some people out to get me?
I am a prep
Maybe it’s because I’m so mean
I am a prep

SNOWFALL

 

I see the snow fall from the sky,
I see it fall for you and I!
It is making piles and piles
for miles and miles!
I see the snow fall on the ground.
I pick it up and throw it all around!
The sidewalk is so icy
and so it's ficety!
I see the snow fall from the sky
that is really really high!
There are so many snowflakes
that I can make 10 million cakes,
but I can't bake, so I'll just eat each
snowflake as they fall!
I see the snow fall from the sky!
Now I don't see the snowfall,
It's just slick ice!
I wouldn't drive
'cause it's so bad,
so it makes me mad!
I see the snow fall from the sky!

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

The Slum Lords of Harrison

(Note: when my ex and I first lived together, we rented a house with her mom from probably the worst landlords in Harrison, Arkansas.  For liability purposes I won’t disclose who the landlords were - but those who lived in there rental properties probably know who they are.  Lot of people who lived in Harrison will probably agree that they are the slum lords of Harrison, Arkansas.)

 

(Come one, come all!  Cheap housing at expensive pricing!!)
(repeat)

Come gather round people,
I have a story to tell
About a business that is going to hell
$450 a month, does that ring a bell?
These people don’t care
They don’t care if you even fell
All they want is your money,
And that’s not even funny

Come down here and listen
This is there latest mission
From the slum lords of Harrison
Rent you a dump now do you feel conned?
These bastards don’t care
They don’t care if you poor
All they want is for you to feel sore
And I know we all get ignored

Sunday, May 1, 2005

Destiny - lyrics

another one I wrote called “Destiny”.

DESTINY

What’s mine?
Is there a sign?
Trying to figure it out
What is life all about?
This I ponder as I sit here on the couch


Sit and wonder
Sit and wonder
What do I do?
What do I do?


Do I get on stage just to get booed?
Or do I write something offensive just to get sued?
Or do I just eat up all of my food?


We all have a destiny
What could it be?

When I See You - lyrics

This is just another song I wrote.

WHEN I SEE YOU

I love you
I’ve loved you since I first saw you
When I see you, I think marvelous view
Baby, when I see you


When I see you,
My skies turn from grey to blue
You are so very dear and true to me
Baby, can you see that I love you honestly?
I just love it when I see you

When I see you
My world feels full
My world is complete
Now I got you
Dear, I love you and I always will
Even after 60 years, I should still
When I see you

Sunday, February 6, 2005

“RAY” Movie Review

· I finally was able to see the biopic “RAY” with Jamie Foxx in the lead role as the late-great Ray Charles, and let me tell you: it is most definitely a must see for every music fan and musicologist!

· Jamie Foxx fit the part perfectly, and this I found very astounding. I find it really amazing how you can’t picture certain actors in certain rolls and they do the job perfectly! They’d do such a good job they deserve Oscar nominations for them. A real good example is Will Smith portraying the great Mahammad Ali in “ALI”. No one, knowing the norm of his usual rolls, would ever picture him playing such a serious character as Ali. Will, I never pictured Jamie Foxx portraying the great Ray Charles either. Not with what he usually does, but he did so will at it that you’d think it was really Ray!

· The movie starts off when he was in his late teens in the 1940s when he goes from his hometown in Georgia all the way to Seattle, Washington where he got his break. A 5 day road trip, and there he mysteriously runs into Quincy Jones, who was just a teenager at the time – I’m sure his name does ring a bell.

· One thing I didn’t know about Ray until I saw this film was that he was an adulterer and a drug addict. He was a heroin addict for quite some time until he finally kicked it in 1966. According to some online information about him, he started using dope when he was 16. He also experimented with Marijuana. I was really surprised and it just goes to show how naïve I really am about all the great musicians. A lot of them I wouldn’t think would ever have done such a thing like committing adultery or use dope, but it just goes to show how much you can underestimate their persona because of their music. All the great music legends may be music legends and icons but they all have deep dark domestic secrets. Whether it be drug abuse or adultery! Paul McCartney still smokes Marijuana to help influence his music.

· The movie pretty much ends in 1966 when he kicked his drug habit, but it’s a definite must see. It talks about his upbringing from poverty, to his struggling as a musician in Seattle trying to score a record deal, he tries to find love, and even though he has found it he’d prefer being with a groupie girl more and using his dope more than being with his wife and 2 kids, and than he realizes that his kids wasn’t worth it so he goes and gets clean and breaks the heroin addiction for good, but most of all it’s about his great music! We will all miss Ray Charles and I’m sure this movie is great for memory’s sake! I give it an A+++

· Ray Charles - RIP - 1930 - 2004

Friday, June 25, 2004

I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU

 

I MISS YOU, I LOVE YOU
DANE’LE, I MISS YOU – I LOVE YOU
EVEN THOUGH YOU IN ILLINOIS,
WISH YOU WAS HERE.
OH, YOU IN ILLINOIS,
AND THAT’S WHY I MISS YOU SO
I MISS YOU SO ‘CAUSE YOU AIN’T HERE
YOU IN ILLINOIS AND I’M DOWN HERE.

EVERY DAY I’VE BEEN SAD –
EVERY DAY I’VE BEEN CRYIN’
OH, EVERY DAY I’VE BEEN SAD –
EVERY DAY I’VE BEEN CRYIN’
YOU’RE NOT HERE AND THAT’S WHY I FEEL BLUE.
OH, YOU’RE NOT HERE AND THAT IS TRUE.

RIGHT NOW I’M CRYING –
RIGHT NOW I’M LONELY.
OH, JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU
EVERY DAY SPENT WITH YOU.
YOU’RE NOT HERE THAT’S WHY I’M FEELIN’ BLUE
OH, YOU’RE NOT HERE BUT I GET LONELY WITHOUT YOU.

Saturday, November 8, 2003

SO HOW DID 21ST CENTURY POP MUSIC COME TO BE ANYWAY?

If you are in your teens or 20s, chances are you enjoy listening to such musical acts like Limp Bizkit, Korn, Britney Spears, Dr. Dre, Eminem, Snoop Dogg, Evanescence among thousands of others. But where did these styles we hear today come from? I know that you don’t hear the resemblance in it at all, but it comes from 100 years of musical evolution and experimenters!

In the late 1800s and early 1900s, old western cowboys would play an acoustic guitar around a campfire, which could be classified as cowboy music. About the same time down in the southern part of the country, musicians playing different world music styles like celtic and different instruments, they came up with a style called bluegrass, which is still popular today among some southerners. This was the same time period that slavery was still going on in the country, and the black slaves would sing their “holler” songs. These holler songs is what evolved into blues music in the 1920s. In the 1920s, black musicians from the Mississippi Delta started picking up guitars and playing them with a different style, and added a Hawaiian style of playing to it by breaking their empty liquor bottles and using the shattered glass as a slide to do slide guitar with, but instead of playing it laying down in their lap like the Hawaiians did, they played slide with the guitar sitting upright. Bluegrass guitarists picked up on the style too, but chose to play slide in their lap like Hawaiians did. Sometime after the blues came onto the scene, New Orleans musicians got a hold of the style, and fused it with their own style that came from a classical feel, which became jazz music. When whites got a hold of jazz at this time, and made it somewhat fast, it became known as swing. In the 1930s and 1940s is when some musicians took this blues, bluegrass, and the cowboy music and fused them all together which became country music. In the 1940s and 1950s, some Mississippi Delta blues musicians moved north to Chicago and were introduced to electricity, and started plugging in there instruments, and came up with the electric blues sound. Some of them, because of the new electric sound, started playing their blues at a faster pace which was soon to become Rock & Roll (this includes Chuck Berry). In 1950s Texas, Buddy Holly and Bill Haley, among others, started playing country songs on electric, and faster which gave a new style and sound and they became the first known ROCK stars! It’s about this same time when an unknown recording studio in Memphis, Tennessee owned by Sam Phillips called “Sun Records” were producing songs for acts like Jerry Lee Lewis, Elvis Presley, Carl Perkins and Johnny Cash. When Elvis Presley came onto the scene, no one before him tried fusing electric blues and electric country together. When we into the army in 19659 or 1960 and when the Big Bopper, Ritchie Valens and Buddy Holly died in a horrible plane wreck in February 1959, everyone thought that rock and roll died.

In Southern California in the early 1960s, surfing was a big thing among kids, and musicians would start putting out a different kind of rock called “surf” music. It was really mellow, but it was full of melodies, and Harmonies. At about this same time, some acoustic musicians were getting into a style called “Folk” music, and it was starting to become a phenomenon. At the same time, groups in England were experimenting with American music, but making it louder and heavier. When the Beatles came onto the American scene in February 1964, American musicians started realizing they needed to make a change musically. So in California musicians started fusing surf rock with folk and came up with the “folk-Rock” sound of Mamas & Papas and Bob Dylan, and even the hippy groups from San Francisco, California. About the same time in Detroit, Michigan Berry Gordy founded Motown Records and started signing black acts to perform on his label. Even though there was R&B in the 50s, that was a mixture of blues and rock, The 1960s R&B sound was different. It was like a fusion of Jazz and Blues. In the late 1960s, some Motown musicians (known as the Funk Brothers) among other R&B musicians, started using more bass lines than anything else, which became funk.

In the 1970s, we had a second british invasion with groups like Led Zeppelin which were harder and heavier than previous styles, which became known as Heavy Metal. At about the same time, R&B musicians, who became funk musicians for a time, created disco, which lasted until 1980. In the late 70s, there was a new kind of music come onto the scene in New York City called Rap. The idea came for it came from DJs for funk stations in Philadelphia would rap community info over the records. The first popular rap song was a disco song called “Good Times”. The group who put it out, The Sugarhill Gang, changed the words and gave it a faster beat and than called it “Rapper’s Delight”, which is probably where the name for the music, “RAP”, came from. In 1985, Aerosmith and Run-DMC got together and put out the first ever rap/rock song. A song called “Walk This Way.” In the late 1980s, street gangsters from southern California got a hold of the music and came up with Gangster Rap.

In the early 1990s, bands from Seattle, Washington came onto the scene with a style that wasn’t like anything else. At the time they called it grunge, but it was early alternative rock. At about this time, a group known as The Red Hot Chili Peppers came onto the scene with a funky rock sound. Probably was the first band to do Rock with a Rap feel. In the mid 1990s, metal started becoming more popular than ever, and some metal acts started combining their style with rap, and came up with Rap/Metal.

As for the Britney Spears, NSync, Mandy Moore and Christina Aguilera sound? It’s R&B, but modern R&B. Which comes from rap beats, but just more mellow, and I told you where rap came from.

There you have it, folks. Now you know where 21st century popular music came from, you should appreciate the older stuff still, because if it weren’t for that older stuff you wouldn’t have what you hear today!

Wednesday, July 16, 2003

LOCAL BAND BRINGS CLASSIC ROCK AND BLUES SOUND TO THE OZARKS

The Kingtut Blues Band has been around for over two years, and they play all kinds of gigs all over the state of Arkansas. The band was formed by 50 year old Tut Campbell who first moved to Arkansas back in 1997. Tut grew up in Atlanta, Georgia where he played blues and classic rock music with bands there. His main love is blues, but his heritage is classic rock.

The band now consists of Tut Campbell from Harrison, Arkansas on Guitars; Pat "Jawbone" Kenyon from Little Rock, Arkansas on Harp; Todd Richard from Bentonville, Arkansas on bass; Jesse Humphrey also from Little Rock, Arkansas on keyboards; and Ricky Bowen from Springdale, Arkansas on Drums. In the past, Alan Clark, Michael Shwade, Mark McGee and Rob Henderson had played with the Kingtut Blues Band also.

Lately, I have been going to there gigs a lot, and they do put on a really good show! I think if I had to choose what songs I like to hear the most, it'd either be Tut's rendition of Cream's "Sunshine of Your Love" or Todd's renditon of Bob Dylan's "Knockin' On Heaven's Door."

The band has 2 CDs available of Tut's favorite blues songs. "Blues Power" and "Mo' Blues". THere is another CD available for sale of some of Tut's originals, called "Resurrection Express." They also have shirts available.

If you are interested in buying any of these CDs or T-Shirts, or want to know where there gigs are at so you can see them play, just go to www.kingtutbluesband.com.