INSECURE

 

ALWAYS FEEL DISRESPECTED
NOTHING EVER TO REPRESENT
SOCIETY MAKES ME FEEL NEGLECTED
I STILL HAVEN’T FELT ACCEPTED
THAT’S WHY I’M IN A STATE OF DEPRESSION!
LOOK IN THE MIRROR, I HATE MY REFLECTION!
VERY INSECURE AND THAT’S A CONFESSION
100 PERCENT, THAT’S ALL I’LL ADMIT
SOMETIMES I FEEL I’M GONNA THROW A FIT
I HATE MYSELF, ALL OF IT!
SO DAMN INSECURE WITH MYSELF AND I’M HATIN’ IT!
HATE MY LOOKS, MY IMAGE
I DON’T EVEN HAVE ENOUGH CONFIDENCE

I FEEL USED, ABUSED, REFUSED,
NEVER REALLY LOVED AND SO CONFUSED.
TELL ME – WHAT SHOULD I DO?
SO DAMN INSECURE
THAT I HAVTA LIVE MY LIFE IN SO MUCH FEAR
SO INSECURE I FEEL I NEED TO DRINK MORE BEER
NOT MUCH CONFIDENCE,
SO I FEEL MY LIFE IS FULL OF HOLES AND DENTS
SO MANY THINGS I WOULD LIKE TO CHANGE
BUT WHERE DO I START?
MY LIFE IS PULLED SO APART!

LOOKING FOR FUN
LOOKING FOR LOVE
LOOKING TO BE LIKED AND NOT DISLIKED
LOOKING TO BE ACCEPTED AND NOT REJECTED
LOOKING TO HAVE BETTER FEELINGS
TOWARDS PEOPLE INSTEAD OF ALL THE BAD VIBES I FEEL
LOOKING TO BE WITH LOTS OF PEOPLE
HANG AND CHILL
TIRED OF BEING BY MYSELF
IT’S MAKING ME ILL
HOW SHOULD I FEEL?
I’M SO INSECURE
WHAT SHOULD I DO?

THE LONER

 

Why am I never accepted?
Why am I always shy?
Why was I treated poorly by all my peers growing up?
Why couldn’t they have treated me better?
Why did my past affect my present (or even worse my future)?
Why can’t I just go on with my life?
Why at one point I can feel happy, but most of the time I don’t?
Why can’t I break away from my fear of rejection?
Why do I always feel ignored?
Why do people have there get togethers and parties and never invite me?
Why is my social life the internet?
Why am I such a loner?
Why am I never loved by anyone?
Why have I never been in a real relationship when I want one so bad?
Why is it that when I find her, I’m finally happy and than she breaks my heart?
Why do I still love her?
Why do I feel like I’m a threat to society?
I never wanted to be popular, I just wanted to be accepted.
I do see popular people and I wish I had what they have (a life)!
They have friends, parties, relationships!!!
I don’t really have all that (actually I feel I don’t have none that)
I’m always so bored, lonely, depressed!
Why do I wish that some people my age I knew could read some of my stuff and see the real me?
I feel they’d actually like me if they just found out about the real me and not just ignore me!